I am this close to a fucking break down.
Like did this just seriously fucking happen
Do not try to be pretty. You weren’t meant to be pretty; you were meant to burn down the earth and graffiti the sky. Don’t let anyone ever simplify you to just “pretty.”
If this is you treating me like you’re still trying to win me which is hat you said you’d live by too, then you’ve already lost me.
How the fuck do I compare to anything.
Me: I miss you so much
Him: I miss you too
Me: think I could see you if you get off early (knowing he never does)
: -hours later-
Me: are you getting off work 8-9? (Desperately hoping he gets off early but knowing he probably won't)
Him: I could get off now if I want to
Me: REALLY?? (Super excited inside and thinking he's about to be on his way)
Him: yeah but I'm staying to get certified
Me: oh. Okay.